chesedonia | (no subject)

What do you mean?

Like the question you asked me about mine.

O- Oh! Well... we get along alright. My mom's overbearing because I'm her only baby boy. And my dad thinks I'm made out of glass, which-- honestly, is why I'm not allowed to be outside much. I have an older sister and a nephew. They're pretty nice. They're big bullies though! [inb4 the only ones who are omegas are oikawa and his mom.....] But they're still my family, and they mean a lot to me.

My mom was the one who married into the family, if you were wondering. And, since my sister is the first born she's more than likely going to be the ruler of Seijou once my father is deemed unfit. But-- I still have obligations to my people!!

I understand, I have no intention of keeping you here permanently.

[ a beat ]

HOwever, you do manage to get yourself into precarious situations.

I... blame my upbringing. I lived... live? Lived? A very sheltered life. My parents didn't want me to go out without any supervision, and even then they restricted my wanderings to be purely around the castle? So... I... grew up not having an understanding over social standings and.... ranks. [he winces] Most of my knowledge came from books. It was Iwa-chan who actually came up with the idea for me to be able to see the town and it's people, my people, to my parents. Of... course I... took it into my own and gave him and my other guards the slip those times too. But, it... [he shrugs] I can't explain it properly. But it opened my eyes and made me realize that I have it a lot differently than others do.

There are a lot of things I take for granted and those experiences helped shape who I am today. Of... course I do have a very hard time submitting my will to most. I hate bringing him up around you so many times, but I feel like Iwa-chan surmised it best one day after bailing me out of yet another fight with some random alpha I ran into on the street. He said it was like I was looking for someone who could take me word for word without having to resort to cheap tricks or heavy use of their presence.

Perhaps not the wisest thing you could have done. So, situations like the incident that occurred today happened often for you?

They.... might.... have! But I... also had help being bailed out by my guards. So it never got to be that bad. They told me my tongue was going to be my downfall, but I didn't think they meant it literally.... But that other alpha also called you stupid. [he puffs his cheeks up] I'm the only one who can call you that!

[ that was almost touching ]

Please, do not give Reon the slip again. He cannot protect you if you choose to run away from him.

I know, I'm... sorry. I just wanted a chance to take it all in on my own? I... I don't think I'll be doing it again though. [a pause] M- Maybe you'll be able to join the next time I want to go into town?

But... ah.... it... apparently? Your scent completely disappeared off of me? That stupid alpha couldn't smell you on me when he ran in to me?

I have kept my distance from you since... that night.

You-- oh....

I thought it would be best.

Were you even scenting me at all then?

I obviously kept too much space from you

You... you're really dumb, you know that? [clenches his fists and just. pouts]

Should we begin sharing a bed together?

Part of me wants to say no just to fuck with you. But, I think it would be ideal. We're... married, we should at least pretend like we have it all together. For the sake of our people. They don't have to know that we're taking it one slow step at a time.

Then I shall make arrangements for our rooms to be changed tomorrow morning, so that we are sharing.

Oh! Well-- okay. But-- wait, are we sleeping in separate rooms tonight?

Do you wish for me to sleep with you tonight?

I know you asked me not to leave, but I'm not sure if that extends to once you fall asleep.

If??? It's not going to be an issue? I mean. I know he can't come in here and hurt me. But it... it'd... be nice to not cry myself to sleep in my lonesomeness...

Then I will sleep here tonight.

You sure? It's not going to be an inconvenience?

No; my room is next door, in fact.

It is?

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well now he's gonna go look at it!!!! you got to see his room, so it's only fair]