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[noogied]

[oikawa let out an undignified huff as he tapped his foot impatiently on the ground. he was angry, and upset, for sure. but he also didn't like feeling as if he were being forced into doing something? and this was exactly what was happening. he was getting forced into an arranged marriage of sorts to some princely alpha.

of course, that's not to say that he wasn't a of royal lineage either. because he definitely was! but he wanted to love freely? he didn't want someone to dictate who it was he committed the rest of his life to. and here he is. being forced to do everything he loathed.

yes, it was for the sake of his country, and it was supposed to help end the two from going into anymore wars. but. he doesn't even know this person! he's only heard stories of him? and from what he has heard of he doesn't really like him. more importantly he doesn't want the other to view him as some weak omega. because he most certainly is not one of those weak push over omegas!

gritting his teeth, he took to tapping his finger on the arm rest instead. how long was this guy going to take?! surely if he was going to meet his so "betrothed" he would have gotten there early with time to spare! it's not like he doesn't have a country to rule over after all, he could be listening to claims and giving the people what they need.]

How long is he going to take?

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[lefties]

Tooru? Tooru, listen to me.

[noogied]

[he blinks and shakes his head at the sound of his name, but says nothing as he looks at ushijima]

[lefties]

[ grabs his hand and squeezes ]

[noogied]

[grabs a hold of his hands and squeezes back.] I'm terrified Wakatoshi.

[lefties]

You're not doing this by yourself, Tooru.

[noogied]

I know that, it's just... [he looks down mournfully and sighs.] This sounds awful, even just thinking it it sounds cruel. But I was just... [he fidgets a little] I was looking forward to enjoying my time with you by myself for a little while before getting bogged down with children.

I'm also terrified I'm going to subject my children to what I had to go through, and I know you probably wouldn't let me do that, but it's just. I don't want to parent my future children the way my parents parented me. I also want you to be able to have a meaningful relationship with them as well, but that's going to get hard whenever you become king. And I'm--

[he looks to the side and shuts his eyes] I'm also afraid of somehow losing you throughout all of this. I don't think you would get tired of me whenever I.... get further along with my pregnancy. But it's still something I have a small fear of.

[lefties]

[ There's a slight pause before he leans in and presses a kiss to Oikawa's lips. It's soft and gentle and reassuring. There's a moment where he lingers before he pulls away ] You think too much.

[noogied]

W- Well one of us has to! [oh he poutin.]

[lefties]

You worry too much about what might go wrong. Think about what can go right.

[noogied]

It's... who I am as a person. I can't help it. Besides, if I think about what could go right then that makes the fact that I'm having a kid a super reality.

[lefties]

I'm... not asking you stop thinking about what may go wrong, Tooru. But you're not helping yourself by only considering those options.

[ a pause ]

Do... you want to have the child?

[noogied]

I know.... [he sighs as he looks down at his stomach.]

I... I don't know. There's a part of me that doesn't hate the idea of being pregnant? But I also get less time for it just being us two. If that makes any sense.

[lefties]

You do not need to make the choice now. We have time.

[noogied]

But... if I wait and then decide I don't want to carry the baby now, isn't that wrong??? To just end it's life like that?

[he looks down at his stomach and pokes his stomach]

[lefties]

It's your body Tooru, it's yours to decide if you wish to carry the baby.

[ progressive farmers are progressive ]

[noogied]

[he bites his bottom lip apprehensively as he looks to and from his husband and his stomach.

after a few moments though, he whines] I don't... I don't think I could do that though!!!

[lefties]

Then perhaps you had already made your choice and you didn't realize it.

[noogied]

[he opens his mouth to argue. but then stops. maybe... he already had?

and the realization hits him hard. he knows he's not ready to be a parent? but he also doesn't want to take the life of the little alien nugget--pup, living inside of him.]

Y- You owe me so much time afterwards!!!

[lefties]

We have the rest of our lives together, don't we?

[noogied]

Yes. [he nods.] But also, you owe me so much if I have an alpha in me.

[lefties]

You have had an alpha in you.

Multiple times.

[ quirking his lips upwards

he made a joke???? ]

1/2

[noogied]

[slow blonk.]

[noogied]

[he snorts really fucking loudly.] G- Growing inside me!!!!?

[lefties]

I'll keep myself from making another joke about alphas growing here.

[noogied]

[thwacks him.]

What do you want to name it?