[wait what indeed? OH HOLY FUCK HE SAID THAT OUT LOUD?!?!] I... I uh. I'm sorry, I can't give you what you want. People who have been dating for months usually do...way more stuff than we have. And it's-- [he pauses in the middle of his emotional word vomit] It's not like I haven't enjoyed everything we've done so far? But I know you Marco, and I know that this... isn't ideal. And it's not far to you to make you wait for me to get my shit in order?