I know that, it's just... [he looks down mournfully and sighs.] This sounds awful, even just thinking it it sounds cruel. But I was just... [he fidgets a little] I was looking forward to enjoying my time with you by myself for a little while before getting bogged down with children.

I'm also terrified I'm going to subject my children to what I had to go through, and I know you probably wouldn't let me do that, but it's just. I don't want to parent my future children the way my parents parented me. I also want you to be able to have a meaningful relationship with them as well, but that's going to get hard whenever you become king. And I'm--

[he looks to the side and shuts his eyes] I'm also afraid of somehow losing you throughout all of this. I don't think you would get tired of me whenever I.... get further along with my pregnancy. But it's still something I have a small fear of.